Cranberry juice

Drinking  a cup of sweet cranberry juice in front of me... while typing this post...
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Cranberry juice is interesting...  the purplish reddish color..., at times it tastes like medicine, yet at most times, it has a a sweet slightly sour taste...
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anyway... today as we moved out... into the mission field of the SAC , while XL and Audrey were out there in the physical frontline while me and Russell see were at a distance fighting at the spiritual frontline, the prayer aspect.
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it occurred to me.... supposing i spent a lot of effort time money etc to get a perfect present for someone i liked a lot or something... and the person simply doesn't regard the gift at all , rejects the gift... wouldn't I be devastated, after all the sacrifice etc...
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what about God? He gave his very son for us , the gift of the greatest love of all... and people still reject this gift... He loves all of us so much, greater than any love possible. Imagine how devastating it would be if people reject the gift... after all Jesus has done on the cross for us and people completely rejects, disregards and even sneer at the gift... How much it must pain God...?
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why do people reject this gift , this gift of life that God has to offer?
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the price, which wasnt cheap, was already paid... why oh Lord do people still reject this gift?
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the marching, the rain,  the mud , and ... 
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while BOTB, the 3 smokers, the 3 gideon bibles, the 3 of us(Tim,Daniel and me) the 3 minutes
and the revealation..
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=) happy for now...