okay I dont know whether to feel:

hurt about being left out
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disappointed
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or just plain indifferent...
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I have other friends whom I don’t consider as close
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who at least bother about me... even without me asking to
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okay maybe I should just not bother looking at facebook
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at least what I dont know wont hurt me

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then again perspective wise
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maybe you’d think I have really no right? i dont really know
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okay let me rot through the rest of my life, I’m done with trying too hard ...

Inception

“The most dangerous thing is an idea that takes hold in someone’s mind.”
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Watching this movie with the usual crowd, the 3 girls, XL, chng, and charles (who graciously provided the tickets) as well as nick
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it was interesting on how the whole movie revolved around the ideas of subconscious and dreams... in particular how Cobb(played by Leonardo Di’carprio) was fighting with his own guilt which consistently haunted his subconscious

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but yes I have recurring dreams of the same nature, since the start of IB
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not so much of guilt, but more of insecurity.... which could manifest itself in bouts of creepy paranoia..