Monday 28 August 2006

Weee first Prelim(e) Exam...

the first of the preLIM(E)s

EL PAPer 1
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SS
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ENGLISH LANGUAGE PAPER 1
EL was ok...
wrote the descriptive essay which was quite ezy

Then section 2 was a formal letter, it was relatively ezy , esp. since we did something like that b4

Cock Up No 1
I wrote the Pen name of Andrew Leong [cross between Adriel Leong(the head Boy) and Andrew Wong(an English teacher)

Quote (Gina Ong | Cheif Presiding Examiner)
Guys STOP writing

I Jumped in shock and hurriedly ended the last line , the "Your sincerely ,...."
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|Yours Sincerely|
|Andrew Wong |

opps..
zzzz

Lets pray Mr Andrew Wong doesn't mark my paper......

*rolls eyes*
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Combined Humanities
Social Propaganda Paper

Mrs Ho-Toh Ling Ling gave us the EXact Questions which were coming out ( or rather Eliminated all the questions that wouldnt comeout

Rephrased(Ho-Toh Ling Ling)
2 SEQ questions will come from the Sec 3 sillybus.... What came out in mid year will not come out again (i.e. No industriaisation or Internal Conflict) Internal Conflict is coming out as SBQ, Study dimplomacy and deterrence and International conflict as 1 theme.....

In other words... Chapter 5 and 6 would come out as 1 question , the the other qeustion would come out as Merger and seperation

Weeeee i had fun doing the SEQ on Merger(i mugged that just before the exam , and the day before)

high chance of FULL MARKS or Nearly Full marks.. =)

BUT ....

the SBQ was !@!@#$%^!$%ZOMGWTFBBQ*add more swearwords* HARD

.... oh well ... i managed to answer all the questions... which should be ok enough

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Thanksgiving

this is one of the few exams for a LONG time that I really PRAYED to God to Guide me

even as to go as far to approach my IB frens to pray for me(there is a shocking Lack of God-fearing Christians that I can approach in Express stream)


thank God that He kept me calm thruout most of the exam , and really gave me a sense of peace

Praise be to the LORD


AMEN

Thursday 24 August 2006

The struggles of life (and a prayer)


Verse 1:

When all around is fading

And nothing seems to last

When each day is filled with sorrow

Still I know with all my heart







  
He's got the whole world in His hands
He's got the whole world in His hands
I'll fear no evil
For You are with me
Strong to deliver
Mighty to save
He's got the whole world in His hands






Verse 2:
When I walk though fire

I will not be burned

When the waves come crashing round me

Still I know with all my heart

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Sometimes it just seem as if though the whole world is against you....

When people around you sabotage you

when people you thought to be friends backstab you..

But as this song goes , it's tells us that above all God is in control


Lord, Help me to depend on You more

Grant me your peace and let me be an instrument of your peace..

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I was .... this close to being expelled from school today... sighz...

Shue got quite angry with me today
Wanted to make me see Dr Ong( which would probally mean O.o)

Thank God that He sortta intervened(Dr Ong was in a meeting)

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Lord be my guide
Help me to reflect Your light , not mischief or inappropiate behavior..

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Acad

The Prelim Studying is fatiguing .... having a headache now... after studying SS for 1 hour =(

Lord grant me Your strength and wisdom

Anyway I got my Physics test results back

I took the second( supposedly harder) paper as i was away for haven during the test week

I didnt even study for it at all

Test score(29/30)
Highest in class

Thank You Lord for the talents you give me
Bless me to be able to do well for Your glory
Amen

Friday 18 August 2006

Music & Worship

a reflection after reading an web article..

In todays mordern christianity context, ask any teen christian about worship
you'll probally get responses like
1.Hillsongs
2.planetshakers
3.Music
etc...

so much for that

worship is related to music in a special way... God created music to praise him...

Psalm 150

1 Praise the LORD.
Praise God in his sanctuary;
praise him in his mighty heavens.

2 Praise him for his acts of power;
praise him for his surpassing greatness.

3 Praise him with the sounding of the trumpet,
praise him with the harp and lyre,

4 praise him with tambourine and dancing,
praise him with the strings and flute,

5 praise him with the clash of cymbals,
praise him with resounding cymbals.

6 Let everything that has breath praise the LORD.
Praise the LORD.

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But worship is beyond just music

worship is a life that glorifies God and Honors him

Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God--this is your spiritual act of worship. (Romans 12:1)

worship is a Life that Submits and Obeys God
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Off Topic..

Todays a Holiday =)
ACSI won the C Div Rugby against Saint Andrews RI (retards institution or rubbish incinerator according to my school , but its actually called Raffles Institution...)

have to use it to study =(

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Back on music

the issue on Christian ROCK Music

as always ... youths like Rock music

I dont like Most heavy rock, Rap,or tuneless music. =P(i like hillsongs tho.. )(planetshakers ometimes is a bit too noisy but some songs sound good =P)

someppl say rock music is unacceptable.. as worship....

but God accepts all forms of Music that glorifies Him

http://www.godandscience.org/doctrine/rockmusic.html

Music is not a means to an end ...

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off topic
super tired now GDNITE...
lol ....

Monday 14 August 2006

Submission & the Fear of the Lord

Went for a Rew followup to pray for the Sec1s today and ... even tho the message for for the sec1s , it sort of spoke to me also

Quote(Mr Ka2n)
Rebellion is Like the Sin of Divination

Quote(1 Samuel 15:23a [New International Version])
For rebellion is like the sin of divination,
and arrogance like the evil of idolatry.

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Later in Bible Study Mr Ng played us an audio Sermon about the Fear of the LORD

the sermon was very heavy weight...(still digesting it now)

it gave examples of Obeying & Disobeying God and about obeying UNCONDITIONALLY(even when it didn't make sense)

Abraham went ahead to sacrificed Isaac on the Altar when God told him to do so(Gen 22:1-19) even though God said previously:
I will establish my covenant with him(Isaac) as an everlasting covenant for his descendants after him.(Gen 17:19b)

Didn't make sense right?
God later stopped Abraham and commended him

Abraham had the Fear of the LORD
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A case of Disobedience(Numbers 20:1-12)

God told Moses to speak to the Rock to get water out of it

Out of fustration of the Israelites(who kept complaining) Moses did not follow exactly

He struck the Rock...

Water still came out either way...

but.. this was Gods verdict
But the LORD said to Moses and Aaron, "Because you did not trust in me enough to honor me as holy in the sight of the Israelites, you will not bring this community into the land I give them."(Numbers 20:12)

well Moses did not Do the BIG sins like fornication, drug abuse , murder..... he simply Disobeyed God... result...no promised land for him.

Quote(1 John 3:4)
Everyone who sins breaks the law; in fact, sin is lawlessness.

Break a law its still broken law... Big or small
Sin is.................still sin ................. Big or small

additional mentions
we tend to equate success with results
Moses sucessfully performed a miracle
but that was a failure...

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the first Sin wasnt fornication, theft, murder,... it was simply disobedience...

and it cost a lot definately....

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on an aside note i did my O level oral English today and the topic was .... FASHION... Great..( how the heck do you answer that?)

Sunday 13 August 2006

R.O.D.

A song that speaks a thousand words


We will stand


****Sometimes it's hard for me to understand, why we pull away from each other so easily,even though we're all walking the same road, yet we build dividing walls between, our brothers and ourselves.****But I, I don't care what label you may wear, if you believe in Jesus you belong with me. The bond we share is all I care to see and we'll change the world forever if you will join with me, join and sing, sing, ****You're my brother, you're my sister(lol), so take me by the hand, together we will work until He comes. There's no foe that can defeat us when we're walking side by side. So long as there is love, we will stand.**** The day will come when we will be as one, And with a mighty voice together, we will proclaim that Jesus, Jesus is King. It will echo through the earth; It will shake the nations, And the world will see,****See that you're my brother, you're my sister(lol),So take me by the hand,Together we will work until He comes. There's no foe that can defeat us, When we're walking side by side. So long as there is love, We will stand.**** Take me by the hand, Join with me. Join and see - yeah.**** You're my brother, you're my sister(lol), So take me by the hand. Together we will work until He comes. There's no foe that can defeat us, When we're walking side by side. As long as there is love,We will stand**** You're my brother, you're my sister(lol),So take me by the hand,Together we will work until He comes. There's no foe that can defeat us, When we're walking side by side. So long as there is love, We will stand.

as it was seen on the Rod video

anyway its has been a tiring yet enjoyable and meaningful 3 1/2 years in BB

the song above has been the song of the cohort (the TA2 theme song and GAC theme song)

Link to song page: http://www.freewebs.com/limecock/wewillstand.htm

Thursday 10 August 2006

Reflections

On Tuesday we had the NDP school celebs cum UYO Awards presentation
Got my Gold Award yay
anyway something funny was the the Ranks were all screwed up
1. Most of us were named as sgt on the booklet( and named that way)
2. I was read out as SSG(actual rank) even tho my name on the list was sgt =)
3. Sebastian Yap was read out/written as Sgt(???) even tho he was Lcp


we Came in 1/2 hour late because of the Colors Uncasing Ceremony....
Quote(Mr Keith Tan with a bulldog expression on his face)
If you come later than 7:00 you wont receive your Award

we came in at 7:30 and still got our award =P however Mr Tan still had that Bulldog expression still looked very angry and scolded us for fidgeting

Quote(Mr Jonathan Ng with a bloody expression on his face)
...ALL THE BLOODY CEREMONIES...
DONT INDULGE YOUR OFFICER
THE BB CAPTAIN GOT HUMILIATED

Anyway Apparently he got a fat load of SCOLDING from Mr. Tan( ouch) and he converted the Fat to Blood and spilt in on us(in the form of a bloody scolding)

No Offence to the teachers... i mean that what I saw... anyway and i have nothing against the teachers(if you feel insulted drop a tag and i will remove it promptly)

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Rod Worship prep

I somehow had something against 1 of the songs Tim chose ( Hear our Praises) ... due to my own personal reasons
so I wanted to change it to another song (Your Grace is Enough)
...nobody knew the song
Arguement>>>>
finally we decided to use Everything that has breathe

anyway i througly Annoyed wesley later By playing the Guitar while he was trying to study , so ... sighz.. better apologise to him the next time i see him

anyway my guitar playing is still not good enough ... ... dunno whether I should play for ROD ...
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Head Knowledge
Worship (through music) is for God.. not for ourselves

Heart
Worship is for?
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Change my heart Oh LORD

I had to miss Haven company celeb Because of the worship pract (sighz)

1. Lost an opportunity to meet up with the Choir ppl(I havnt been spending enough time with them since i missed the Hol rehersals because of Khon Kaen Mission Trip)a
2. Missed the screening of Haven

Probally why my heart wasnt really focused during the practice
Tim look rather confused also... Probally because most of us were not following him

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National DAY

woke uP late and Started playing Comp
Dunno why I cant get my self to study(sianz)
in the end i did some of my Bio TYS

i watched the parade segment of the parade trying to spot mistakes in the drill(lol)
anyway I saw the Commander sword swayed and slip a little once when he was saluting

didnt bother to look at the show segment(all very cliche)

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i'll have more to write after the ROD Parade... 3 1/2 years in BB.. well..

Sunday 6 August 2006

My Anchor Refuge and Haven

Haven was finally over and it was a Great success. Looks like this would be the last performance as an alto for the choir ... .. its been fun being an alto ASL ( tho ever since the girls came in Theodora been doing almost everything).

Jon Si been using more and more vulgarities these few days.. and further more, not behaving in a manner worthy of Christ..(tho i am NOT Perfect either). He sort of lost his temper with Leon Heng and Joel during the performance ...( he made up with Joel but Not Leon... ) anyway I felt quite sad esp. when he refused to accept Leons apology later... it sorts of pains me to see him worsen to that state...( further more I cant even talk to him properly nowadays and he also influencing Joel ...) The Only thing i can do now is to pray for him......

Its back to studying and Homework now I guess since Haven is over... sianz...

Tuesday 1 August 2006

New Blog

Decided to Give my blog a new do over , considering i havnt posted for nearly 2 months

Anyway a whole bunch of my stuff got stolen 2 weeks ago on saterday so my 3g Phone(which i bought the day b4) iPod all gone... kind of sad...

The next week(last sat) we had hike... we kinda got lost a few times , and to "make up" for it, we took a ridculus shortcut through AYE Normanton park bypassing 2+bashings ( under my advice)... The Hike definately more slack than what my hike in Sec 1 was like.. at the end of the Hike the sec1 s said they enjoyed themselves ...(compared to me dying of tireness in sec 1)

he HIke route started from the Telok blangah region(Mount FAber) as a result during the hike we met some ppl from my church( GMC)

we sung all manners of riddculus cheers from Grace Kwee Hymns to Barney Songs, which was probally the reason why the sec 1s enjoyed them self

Haven this friday ..finally it will be Over.. but i daresay I'll miss the Choir ppl esp. Rodney Han An , Shaun , Jon Si , Martin, Mervyn , Zi chuan, Reno & Leon... Jon Si seems to be quite Pissed with me this few days... which is kinda sad , since I normally get along pretty well with him


I got A Gold Award For BB , and Mark Lui eems quite pissed about that...(he got silver) ... Anyway i got kinda annooyed with him today and taunted him about that... and he was was super MAD... on reflection I should have at least remember that this award is not my doing , it is because of God grace that I could get it ( I evaded at least 6 demerits this year). Irfan was supposed to get Gold also but because of an incident when he played a prank on a classmate and was caned for "Stealing", it was withdrawn from him.

I'm Not going to be sucidal as to say how I feel about the school disipline system now(the teachers monitor our Blogs), but I will state facts(nothing wrong with that):

1. Yugaraj and another person got Caned for eating in an MRT(the SMRT ppl Complained)
They were Sec 1
They had to make an apology to the school
Quote (Yugaraj): I thank Dr Ong for giving me a chance and not expelling us

Expullsion/Canning for Eating in an MRT?
Quote( SMRT sticker):No Food and Drink, FINE $500

2.Irfan, Marcus and Cereal Bars
***THE LINES BELOW HAVE BEEN CENSORED(Rated NTA"No Teachers Allowed)***
( msn me for the contents)
3. The Sebastian Case
***THE LINES BELOW HAVE BEEN CENSORED(Rated NTA"No Teachers Allowed)***
( msn me for the contents)
4.Yuan Kai and the Nose Bleed
***THE LINES BELOW HAVE BEEN CENSORED(Rated NTA"No Teachers Allowed)***
( msn me for the contents)