okay I dont know whether to feel:

hurt about being left out
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disappointed
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or just plain indifferent...
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I have other friends whom I don’t consider as close
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who at least bother about me... even without me asking to
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okay maybe I should just not bother looking at facebook
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at least what I dont know wont hurt me

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then again perspective wise
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maybe you’d think I have really no right? i dont really know
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okay let me rot through the rest of my life, I’m done with trying too hard ...