in but not off

strange how i decided to go for a class gathering, like for the first time ever =p
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was rather fun nonetheless, though a few things made me a little uncomfortable...

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they say literature and pictures is a reflection of the inner chained desires of the human being
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and certainly the sex, drugs and gore of “American Gangster” was kind of disturbing
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choose to relish in it, or shy away... the latter being a better choice...
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although “Van Helson“ was nice
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and, well... drinks...
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i sort of decided to abstain from it(other than 1 sip of Asahi to see how Jap beer tasted like), after all I’m
1. not legal yet
2. not wishing to get drunk
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and Cielito coming around later and discussing about how the 2nd student council (which she just came from) was having a drinking game.
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In which a large majority of them became a lil tipsy...
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although a notable individual was said to abstain

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”is clubbing wrong?”
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everything is permissible
but not everything is beneficial
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salt and light
be different...
and not lose the saltiness
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To be in the world
But not of the world
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I wonder... sighs...
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for now it’ll be fine, because we’re still relatively sheltered, and basically people aren’t going to condemn you otherwise
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but when faced with a true test... will we stay strong, and keep a firm stand
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or melt like sugar to the world under heat and pressure