Friday, 5 September 2008

Beautiful in its own Time....

Somethings to never be able to understand...
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but i think... i guess... the only way things are going to work out...
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is by God's grace...
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nothing else...
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and I hope NS doesn't call me in December... the way things are... it could be  a very really possibility, considering I don't have much time left to get the Napfa silver I need...
which essentially means... no Khon Kaen, no youth camp, no visiting jie in US or anything for that matter...
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oh well=(
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and I realise why emo people cut themselves, or hurt themselves for that matter
biology... heh Neuro-bio, where we learn all about chemical synapses and everything...
and certain neurotransmitters that inhibit the opening of the voltage gated-ion channels...
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I dont think i can refrain from blogging much... it seems too instinctive to me...
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But I should STOP emoing.... 
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seriously...
doesn't mean being terribly disappointed with some stuff... give one a right to give up on every thing and sulk...
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and I seriously haven't been studying very hard...

working by elimination... again I still don't know..
but maybe its never for me to find out... who... else

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