Wishes

Decided to change my Blog layout after complains that the current layout made it hard to navigate...

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it always seems that things at the present seem so much more important, so much more real than eternity...
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yet...
the msn wishes not yet fulfilled...
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and XL daoing me on msn... oh well...
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and 'neth spamming me with random messages... although his apology is appreciated...
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2 ppl on the BB floating contacts.... the other 2 i wish would talk to me..
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and it seems so hard to talk to God... ... to hear His voice saying that He still loves me...
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Mood: down
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and Math "lines and planes" and TOK essay and EE and CHB oral and IOP cry out to me , asking me to do them... yet... I don't have the mood...
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missing God being so real ... and ...
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and just feeling lonely, just the way it was in CNY, the June holidays, and even on WoW and Genting...
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wishes...