Low...

that’s one more to pray for =(
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I remember, more than a year ago
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“am I that detestable?”
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“I want to do with you...”
“would be quite cool...”(JP)
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I was quite freaked out by that incident...
and I hardly talked after that.
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but now... after what I heard from CC...
sighz... what happened?
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what can take away the knowledge of Christ from a believer?
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and again.. looking through the last time... a few months back
before the “airport” got blockaded and you were cut off
we were talking about choir, about who wasn’t saved
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I mentioned JS...
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I know I’ve been too sticky perhaps
sorry... I wish we could talk again...

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I’m worried now
when the fire and passion of a believer gets snuffed out
when disillusion, guilt and tests take their toll
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will he/she fall away...
when you no longer can say with the same optimism:
“I know I’ll see you in heaven, even if we never meet again”
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I need to give a call... someday or another...