who am I?

I don’t even know anymore
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been stuck on so many facades and things
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that i don’t even know who i am anymore
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I never said anything?
I never did anything?
so it is my fault?
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I feel so let down
like why do things end up like this
it’s been one month...
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I know... and I knew...
that there was porbably nothing to begin with
I just wanted to get away from something else
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looking through the first 2 terms
I don’t even know what’s real and what not
whether it was all a sham
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but I knew those were happy times
a brief interlude from all the emoing of last year
a breather at least
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a few sorrows inside
but at least they were fine
and i didn’t have too many stuff on my mind
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I missed those times...
when everything was fine
FireAC chronicles... of what we did and everything
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working with all of you’ll
but everything fell apart in the end
and maybe its too late to mend
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But God who gives...
and God who takes away...
blessed be His name...

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don’t emo.... i cant afford to
a facade of looking fine and dandy in the eyes of everyone else
but it’s the inside and not the outside that matters
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and I cant afford to let other people dictate how i feel
I cant afford to waste my feelings on other people
I need to do well in this last lap...
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I said sorry before...
and so... do I know who I am?
and... do you know who I am?
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and you know who you are... =(
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