Madness

is when you completely ignore a person whom you never used to ignore before...
and it works both ways...
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I know why already... personal space and all that... its my fault anyway,
was too insecure myself...
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but eitherway... I wouldn’t mind talking to you again... I roughly know what you’re going through,
at least a bit of it...
and it isn’t easy...

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is also when you act against logical reason and all that..
like going to KK when you might end up being enlisted the moment you fly back
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and by putting one’s trust in something that seems so uncertain
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as John Tay would put in
“you’ll be going to army, and ... will move on...”
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But there is still the album recording,
NUS Medicine???
and a lot of other stuff
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and if God willing... everything will work out fine...
and if not, may He still be glorified, and may I learn something from this...
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I’m too idealistic sometimes
probably the effect of hanging around too much with Tim ...
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sighs
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Is life about rationalising and reasoning out everything?
...the foolishness of God is wiser than men’s wisdom... (1 Cor 1:25)
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Or chasing after the emotions and intuition?
... Guard your heart for it is the wellspring of life... (Pro 4:23))
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or perhaps... discerning the will of God
“...seek first His kingdom and His righteousness...”(Matt 6:33)
that, perhaps, is the most important