Embarassment

is there a necessity
to openly embarrass me
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sighz =(
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its not that i would like to put up a facade in front of you
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but even being real, rather than hiding away
sighs
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i’ll need to confront myself one day
and see how
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but to be frank
I always felt rather... sad when ever I see ...
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I know someone still ... for someone else
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asking for help in math paper 3
“is it a T-test?”
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and the other day,
Again I laugh it off
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And somehow... et sometimes, still gets a bit... annoying when she insists that I leave tim alone
Everyone has their “coping mechanism”, why cant i have mine?
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I know
but I don’t know what to do...
=/