mean and ludicrous

Hundred... and emo
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"why does everything I touch become mean and ludicrous? It is like a curse !"

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crashy comps
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to Tim's house
thanks a lot....
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"regarding your ... friend you need to be more ..."(Tim)
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corrupted docx, 3 hours of work down the drain
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why me?? 3 am to go home....

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BGR emphasis week for my church youth????
let see
"Love the Lord your God with all your heart......"
" love your neighbour as yourself..."
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I dont even love myself enough... zzz
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"Guard your heart"
in which I apparently have failed to do so miserably? or what?
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"dont eat cookies before the dinner feast
dont eat the dinner feast at 4 when you're supposed to eat at 6"
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Am I looking at my dinner or a mere cookie?
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"You're too young"
"not that ...'s interested"(matt)
and not that i really want it now, as in if God says wait than wait lor
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but even so that does change much, its like starring at a large tub of chunkey munkey ice cream, drooling, but not eating it... and wondering whether the ice cream will melt away before I get to eat it...
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And it sucks to see other people licking away at the ice cream you want, to see someone taking a spoon to eat 1 spoon of it , before he chokes on it.
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Monday: overslept
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Bio class:
"why are there so many Johns in this school?"
"you are so obvious what you are trying to mean"(Tim)
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"why you know so much about the bio class days"(tim)
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"tim dont emo, my guitar wont be happy"(tit for tat)
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tuesday(today): overslept again, my sis isnt a good alarm clock too...
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a turned head, a heart that wants to break?
I dont like being daoed... it hurts...
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why does everything I touch become mean and ludicrous?
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bridge
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Charles
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nice lah... throwing pebbles at a wall... ignore me lor...
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dao me ... everyone likes to either swan or dao me lor....
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"Penny for your thoughts?"(David )
"the Spirit tells me you're troubled"
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why me? why me?
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"Do you still trust Me?"
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everythings going to be alright... He has seen me through the past, and He will see me through...