Ferrous paradox

what's in a beautiful irony?
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it's in the spoken silences
in the happy-sadness
in simple complexity
in sweet sorrow
just...
in (:
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(quote tim's blog: Beautiful Irony)
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and to add on
how does one love and hate a person at the same time?
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how does one side feel so concerned, so wishing that things were easier, less painful, for my dear brother in Christ.
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yet the mean green thing likes to pop up
i need an automatic pop-up blocker, like all those new browsers IE 7, Firefox, Opera, Safari
lol what am i talking?
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and I guess msn nicks over the times change
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and mine so far have a tendency to be about this thing called Love, especailly during the feb-march period. and also yet recently as well
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"what is love" (i still remember that nick)
"God is Love( was my reply)
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"oh I love You, always.."(an affirmation of something... yet why?)
" 'Love God whole heartedly' " (mine, quote off someone, haha please dont "nice quote me" again)
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you begin to wonder... ?
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confusion is in everything sometimes, yet it is a certainty in confusion, another beautiful irony, that even in timess of confusion, we can be certain, there is Someone who will lead us through... and that Someone is Jesus.
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and even so, memories from what matt said last sunday to some of us after the BGR talk
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"what if more than 1 person likes the same girl"
"the best way the devil can tear us up as a body"
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i can testify to that, it was painful and hard in feburary, and still isnt too easy
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" in the end the girl still chooses , and we got to respect that"
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yet i diagree, in the end, it is God who chooses, and we got to respect that.
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and
"the world tells us we need a person to satisfy us, to love and get love from... ..."
"yet thats not true, we need God"
(tim)

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And I can finally post about my day
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I guess the morning, if was anything i woke up deciding not to be emo about anything, simply go to school and be happy and joyful
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during FireAC
"thank You Lord for Your joy"
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and haha, yay, =) thanks
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and yet i wonder, avoiding eye contact from a distance seems to be an automatic reflex, yet why ?
and glances ..., happier, and yet... which direction were they?
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Bio class... memories of the first few classes we ever had, with ruma firing questions at random ppl in class, she still has the habit of calling out certain ppl(to question) more than others, (haha I'm not on that list for question, I'm on her other list though)
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and i think she likes repeat names like John, haha which john? john C or Tay?
"emil you're so obvious"(tim)
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at least it wasnt some pink tailed rabbit example again
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Runima class, chocolates gift =) for carrying books, she is a nice teacher, haha, and yar unlike WPL, can teach,
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yet I'm never going to do my IOP at this rate
Jean Luah resigns, erm... ok
good riddance/ not so good
on one hand she is a good teacher,
on the the other hand, she is a little anal(to put it mildly)
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and the class is like :
" as long as its not rachael chung replacing"
I dont know who she is, but i dunno if anyone can be more anal than J luah
okay lets hope its either
1) Brian Ng
2) Carrie Cheah
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and i guess primers briefing after it all, sat next to XL, and haha, as usual, started late, and ppl were late also
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and MOE survey was a waste of time
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and FireAC briefing, after that, stayed back for a while, to bus stop, met XL and sat with him on 196.( which technically doesnt make sense, if i wanted a 963 i should have used the backgate)
yet I guess i wanted to talk to him, even if its only aobut guitars lol
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there could be a sensitive topic behind it , yet, maybe , it isnt wise...
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And again maybe its my fault