1 behind a hundred

trip and fall over *ouch*, running..., scandalous smses , random stupid funny quotes,
look like that... Fab
and Stuffy torture, bridge, mathTYPE,TI connect, phone drops *ouch*
and trippy switches
and photobooth effects (I WANT MY MAC =( )
and more...
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Fab blog probably has all i want to say about today either way.... was with them since 12nn
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post 99
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its been 1 year+ since i started this blog somewhere in august 2006
yet most of the posts seem to have been skewed towards the last few months
I guess since the LDC, there been so much to think about to post and to reflect
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"as for the guilt happy and sad part sometimes it's strange. it's ok to be happy"(Tim)
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I wonder...,
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the Tim smses ******:)), and the XL msg...
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sighs
why still so bitter?
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I could just be like that, and say something along the lines of
"easy for you to say"
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yet I know that God does put us with different gifts and talents,different circumstances, and in different ways, we may be more or less blessed
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The pot cannot say to the potter "why did you make me like this" ( I cant exactly remember where this comes from from the bible so could someone tag or something if you know)
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and its only when we are weak, and utterly dependent upon His grace
that He can be glorified
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I dont exactly regret the emotional up and down period , the period of depression and i guess, disillusionment to a sense.
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it was only through that experience that I could utterly depend on God i guess
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even if Tim , Matthew, Glynn ... whoever who has been helping me along, they can never be there for me all the time.
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but God is there, a shoulder to cry on, and a Father always willing to listen to our troubles
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and they who wait upon Him shall renew their strength...
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yet I wonder, had there been a less painful way of doing that?
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I learnt to accept the fact that life isn't fair, no matter how hard you try to make it be,
we live in a fallen world, how many times have ppl said that?
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blessed are the poor in spirit , for theirs is the kingdom of heaven
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I could have gone for a church youth center opening party, but settling for Wah chee
yet ... gone off , yet i wonder
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its been a happier 2 days, i guess...
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nick dueling is getting stupid,
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math port rarrrr