Joshua 1:9

I remember... ever so long ago, Tim telling me this verse... 

the TA2 camp CE ic of me...  march 2006

after disappointments, after much.... even so... i still wasn't say the most mature christian at that point... I guess.... since then , I've grown much

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"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous! Do not tremble or be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go."

(Joshua 1:9)(NASB)

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I know... yet I dunno... I dunno if what is going on inside my head is from You...  

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As Sam Lee was sharing in church last sunday... not much hit me...

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then the phone convo... and again.. it struck me

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and more... yet the context... for different people... I wonder.. can one verse mean two completely different things to 2 different people?

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I guess... since the afternoon of monday... and poof...

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the list of people I normally talk to on msn... the 5 people... and 3 of them are gone... 

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left Dan and Hannah... and I guess... maybe maple.. haha... yet...

computer games have lost their meaning... since feb this year... or maybe even jan

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and maple... i cant exactly play together with other people i know.... the noob of me being only level 15 while the rest around 30+ to 45.... I havnt played since december last year, when Hannah introduced me to that game... haha... remembering Han An cursing at me because i didnt want to play DotA.

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I really dunno... heh... Charles forcing me to list out the things that are bothering me, while scolding me... pfff

and adding on stuff I wouldnt say... admiting it would kill me

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-3 words... i dont want to say them... 

I dunno, what if... what I thought was from God... isn't from God

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"there are alot of better things you could do, talk to someone about Christ"

the problem is... i dont know... what to say

SY... I've been very open to him... comparitively... I wish that... he would know Jesus... 

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the Christian walk... a walk of trial, suffering, sorrow....

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but a walk with peace, joy and hope... life doesnt go around a loop of suffering, of dukkha and stuff

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but there is an end.... eternal Life of joy and peace... of Love...

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or a life... of eternal suffering...., eternal death... in that place known as Hell

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ET

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maybe... 

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but I'm so tired... I can't take much anymore

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Purine.... 

-Purple

I wish... and I dunno how much from God that wish is...

-wishes... are they in God's plan

I dunno how it works out either way... confusing...

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...wish upon a star...

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I wish... You would take  me into the place... when all I can see is You... have peace...

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I want You, I need You.... only You can satisfy....

sighz

I need to do my Qt.....