Overcome...

...In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.
(John 16:33b)

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I don’t know... :’(
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but I know... He holds the future...
and I know He holds my hand...

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RS...
I remember beginnings
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how it was just me with a injured junior
how it was to share...
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but I dunno what happened in between
sighz...

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it would have made all the difference
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if it was you who was willing to soak your shoes, to go out there,
rather than telling me to go ‘score’... and telling me ‘I dont want’...
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and if it wasn’t you who was discussing stuff with Lua a few months back...
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and if you didn’t have certain images in your library
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and if you didn’t respond when i mentioned something
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but as it is...
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deception and lies

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strange thoughts were passing through my mind as we crossed over to the Habourfront bus terminal
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wondering what it would be like to have something big and heavy ram into me
wondering what it would be like to be hovering over a scene...
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evidently, something is seriously wrong with me now...
sighz...
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wondering what it would be like
if things a few months ago
worked out how i thought it could have worked out...
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then I wouldn’t be in this mess as it is...
or maybe I would be in a different sort of mess...
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sighz
I wish... :’(