How do you detach?

i was peering through some bunch of papers my sister left on the table while going to buy food
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other than the first part that was blasting Martin Luther (it was a Catholic Article)
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it was talking about “holy detachment”
The idea of not being attached to anyone or anything
other than God
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sighs...
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its easy to put up a front, a facade
but its difficult to change the heart
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no matter how much you can pretend that you don’t care anymore
it still comes back...

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i was at an officer’s retreat
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try to teach a bassist how to play guitar
“most bassist cant play guitar, but most guitarist can play bass” ( i was just mentioning an observation)
“she can!!!”
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sometimes I do feel left out
its like I’m just tagging along the group
and not really part of it
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