cities around

velo, ngee ann and vivo
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whatever it is
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but sighs
i wonder if i should let go and move on, completely
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you know like... its more a matter of
sometimes I remember what a friend of mine told me last year,
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knowing a person, it wont really work out right?
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i’ve been a complete idiot sometimes
like, how would anyone in their right mind...
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like what i’ve seen
but sometimes i wonder how God works in all these...

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maybe its because I always seem to be tagging along
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seeing stuff
and feeling sad, perhaps to the extent of jealousy
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and maybe saying it all doesn’t matter after that
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its easy to get one’s own way in everything
simply be determined about it, eventually you’ll get what you want,
like water beating down a rock and eventually eroding it down
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i wonder if everything works that way
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but simply put
I really don’t want to make the same mistake I made
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not unless God says so...

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yeah
maybe Tim’s right
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wondering why cant we be like everyone else, be interested in the stuff people are interested in
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but God is enough, and we should fix our eyes on what’s unseen, not what we see...