no greater love

I still wish...

but nmind ...

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looking through the pictures with Tim...

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it sounded weird and surreal

and i wonder why...

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some things need to be waited out

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but maybe not in that sense

more like God will provide in His time

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finding joy... in Him, not from anyone else

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Somethings i see around me, it hurts like a sword cutting deep into my heart. 

I don't show it, I simply don't want to, after all, it is none of my business.

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maybe I'm just too sensitive

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found myself singing this as I went up alone to chapel after FireAC...

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At the Cross

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Oh Lord You searched me

You know my way

Even when I fail You

I know You love me

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Your holy presence

Surrounding me

In every season

I know You love me

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At the Cross I bow my knee

Where Your blood was shed for me

There's no greater love than this

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You have overcome the grave

Your glory fills the highest place

What can separate me now?

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You go before me

You shield my way

Your hand upholds me

I know You love me

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At the Cross I bow my knee

Where Your blood was shed for me

There's no greater love than this

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You have overcome the grave

Your glory fills the highest place

What can separate me now?

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You tore the veil

You made a way

When you said that it is done

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And when the earth fades

Falls from my eyes

And You stand before me

I know You love me

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it is a very emotional song

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yet beyond the emotions, it represents something, the extravagant love of God.

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Psalm 139:1-12

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¹ O LORD, You have searched me 

and You know me.

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² You know when I sit and when I rise; 

You perceive my thoughts from afar.

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³ You discern my going out and my lying down; 

You are familiar with all my ways.

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⁴ Before a word is on my tongue 

You know it completely, O LORD.

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⁵ You hem me in—behind and before; 

You have laid your hand upon me.

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⁶ Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, 

too lofty for me to attain.

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⁷ Where can I go from Your Spirit? 

Where can I flee from Your presence?

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⁸ If I go up to the heavens, You are there; 

if I make my bed in Sheol You are there.

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⁹ If I rise on the wings of the dawn, 

if I settle on the far side of the sea,

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¹⁰ even there Your hand will guide me, 

Your right hand will hold me fast.

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¹¹ If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me 

and the light become night around me,"

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¹² even the darkness will not be dark to You; 

the night will shine like the day, 

for darkness is as light to You.