Brokenness

In so many things, even so...

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i realise

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life really isn't fun... its plain stressful, painful, and sometimes... meaningless

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I wrote how a christian life isn't the easiest life to live... yes it true... but...

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i guess...

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in regard to stuff

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I know , a lot of things don't work the way i would want them to work sometimes

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I know, the ministry of worship through music. we can make the best music in the world, we can be the best "worship leaders" in the eyes of the people around us

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but we don't know how to worship God in spirit and in truth, the way He Desires it to be

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worship through spirit...

not the  soul, the emotions.

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worship in truth, no facades, nothing but honesty

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I don't know about tomorrow

I don't know about how different people get called into the places they are

when life, indeed is nothing but a whisper and breath, here this moment and gone the next

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i dunno,

somethings hurt me more than they should

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but is it wrong?

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i know... i been through it before

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ah well

i remember asking the question in a previous post, encrypted in a hidden font :

"do you know? and if you know do you care?"

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some how I don't think I want to know the answer for this case

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and I don't need to anyway...