life and debt

RoD over,....

but I shall not bother to post a post, although BB is something dear to me, yet whatever I would like to have said can be found in the email I sent... and perhaps some of these stuff are best kept to the small group... ... ...

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been exceedingly tired out and depressed/sian lately, due to a large influx of datelines...

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positive feedback:

stimulus causes feedback that results in an increase in stimulus

=.=

seems to work that way

stimulus is the homework

homework-> stress

stress-> don't want to do homework

don't want to do homework-> more homework...

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ah well

FireAC:

Your Name

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... Lord give us strength to live for You, and glorify Your Name... 

worship/prayer

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Biology class today:

Issue of cancer:

"no point getting it treated, because going to die anyway... might as well spend the money enjoy yourself before you die" (Mdm Yong)

"but aren't there cases of healing...?"(Amanda)

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i dunno why

but somehow

yeah...

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I remember a prayer I used to utter every night in primary 6, was just a  new believer then, had no idea what Qt meant or being a christian was then...

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"Heavenly Father:

thank you for this day you've given me

I pray you make papa well again, and I pray that you'll help me not to get into trouble in school and do well in my PSLE

and I also pray that I'll grow to know You more

in Jesus Name I Pray

Amen"

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I guess the last part of that prayer was answered eventually...

but I remember... i didnt know what to pray after the February of 2003, PSLE over, and oh well i remember the church , the pallor, the coffin, the whiteness, the blackness

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and one thing they told me, he's gone to a better place...

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so maybe

a lot of times

life isn't exactly the best thing isn't it

when there is so much more than just it, more after it

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which is why

i never understood the concept of 

"life is short, treasure it"

maybe a better understanding would be

"life is short, make the most of it"

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ah shucks

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"are you parents fetching you"

"my mum is fetching me"

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that's so common...

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oh well

if only:

the memories would go

and leave me cold

and let me go

away from ...

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boo....