Saturday, 16 June 2007

Hope in Prayer

As I went to BB for BS cum Mugging today.
not too many people turned up... ... ... ..., I daresay most wanted to stay at home and Mug more...
so much for Exams
so sian.... I realised that besides being behind Mugging for Mid-Years
I'm behind in my EL IOP prep
I'm behind in my Grp 4 project
I'm behind in my Chem IA DC/MS parts
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So much for gething into depression swings the last few weeks or so.
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but even with that there is still the promise of Psalm 121:7, permanantly stuck to the back of my MSN PSM.
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Psalm 121:7
The LORD will keep you from all harmhe will watch over your life;


oh well,
so much for everyone I know who knows my problems saying that "this is just a phase in life , everyone goes through it some way or another" (Quote Wesley/Matthew/Glynn/...... in different phrasings)
Thanks Tim for not telling me that lol..... I'm gething quite sick of hearing it
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but Lord... You have searched me and you know me.
You know when I sit and when I rise; You perceive my thoughts from afar.
You discern my going out and my lying down; You are familiar with all my ways.

(Psalm 139:1-3)

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and if Your answer is :"I will take care"
"So the answer isnt 'No'...? Lord I'm so confused. "
"Do you trust Me?"
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The BS today talked about Hope in Prayer
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Summary:
1) There is Hope in prayer
2) Pray with Persistance and Knowing that He is a Loving Generous Father (Luke 11)
3) The end of all things is the glory of God , not man's happiness
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Lord show me Your righteous Path
Lead me in the way everlasting.(Ps 131:24b)
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Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight.



Proverbs 3:5-6
as seen in the old Auditorium

FireAC Term 3 Directive meeting after that.
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and after that a time of eating at Holland V before proceeding to starbucks
for a time of drinking Chai Tea Frappecino and mugging and talking cock about guitars,and Wesley peering all over my blog.
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after which a time of haircutting(long overdue), eating dinner with my mum and elder sister , drinking ya kun coffee with my cousin, cousin's son ,aunt and mum/sister
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After which shopping with them , the kind which i hate the most, shopping for ladies pants, bras and other ......urgh(being the only guy in the group sucks, Ezra the toddler doesnt count)
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and after that settling down typing this blog entry, as I prepare for my 5th fathers day tommorrow with no father... ...


As I remember the days of printing greeting cards on the computer every year, 2 for my mum on her bday and Mothers day, 2 for my dad on his birthday and Fathers day. A practice that was discontinued since primary 5.
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I suppose as you grow older, things change a lot, you start becoming more rebellious as you enter sec school.
the F-word no longer becomes a taboo among other things.
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And I realised, had I been pri 6 , there wouldnt be violent objections to school socks among other worthless things,
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as for many guys who start having sexual fantasies and stuff, of porn, masturbation,and lust, that become a satanic stronghold for many guys.
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fortunately I didnt get affected much by that... ... still remember a time in sec 2 when one of my Primary 6 classmates called me and asked if i watched porn, on my reply of "no" he called me gay
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why has this world become so perverted? Is "going with the flow" so important , one has to forsake his moral values and God's standard?
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and as you grow out of this stage, of rebellion, of which some never grow out off unfortunately
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more trouble comes in... ... the workload increases and you continue to lose sight of what is worth holding on to... ... your morals values.... God and many more things
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Casting crowns "American dream"


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Lord Restore this dying Land
Have mercy and forgive us all for our sins

Bring Your revival once again
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Let this be our persistant prayer always
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2 Chronicles 7:14
If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land.

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