Purine

Friendship...

the liberty of dong stuff, on a basis of friendship... without expecting back, just being friends... and stuff...

yet it seems unless I give up that small part of me that hopes for more... theres is a limit to how close a friendship can be... without awkwardness

I know... that.. while things did work out well... the choice made that would keep my eyes fixed upon God only... its nice to be able to wake up and think of God as my first thought in mind..

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yet... a part still hopes... yet God never tells me that it is wrong to hope...

yet I know people still swan on...(wes and alex had fun right? I wasnt too affected I guess... such things like being upset over that seem so trival now)

yet I know my choice well enough... seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness

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and I dont know what the end of year holds, what happens after that in the end...

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but I know... no matter what... God has a plan in mind for me and, it will come to pass

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and I know... God has something in mind for the school... before we leave... we shall see something... as we pass the flame to light up the next generation... 

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I somehow... know that while sometimes we tend to have a human view of things... good intentions that arent nessesary God's excellent thoughts...

yet I know... that God wants to move mightly... if we would be blameless before Him and make ourselves holy, and cry out to Him

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oh. for a moment i thought this was alex
haha

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do I sound like alex? lol... I was simply enquiring about advertising for fireAC and BB

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a new year card from Alex

excerpt:

"you need to know the difference between love and infatuation... you need to give up, its affecting your ministry"

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I know the difference... Love is patient,love is Kind... it does not insist on its own way.... (1 Cor 13)

and yes... if God intends, things will make a way... if not, well... good also... I mean... God knows best

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and I already made a choice...  lol

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I mean... I dont really have to tell everybody that I largely resolved the issue right? 

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I dont really liked being cut... I mean... John... I WOULD appreciate it, if you have a conviction to do something other than what I have in mind... tell me EARLIER... I mean... its kind of sucky to have prayed and prepared to do something... and you decide to suddenly cut me off without notice... pff

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Yong Lee Har the Bio teacher... lol...

1) she likes to digress a lot

2) either unto the grossest possible subjects... tiger penises and beehoon tapeworms

3) or to the sexual reproductive system .... like what the? nice viagra and other weird stuff

lol the girls were really grossed out

but i really wonder how on earth did digestion become sex?

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and it was really amusing to see maye's face when Mdm Yong was talking about the possible problem of peeing while ejaculating(while performing "the act") after a kidney stones operation

"you mean... ewww"

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lol

and Justin enquiring whether masturbating reduces the risk of prostate cancer

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"you do realise there are girls around?"(Mdm Yong)

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lol

so much for a first week back... the councilors and OGLs missing half the lessons... confusion behind reshuffled classes(lol the teacher that hates teddy bears{Maria Nathan} is teaching me)

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the CCA recuitment fair... lol the BB Primers booth was blocking the Touch rug people...

and we have a rather sneaky recuitment tactic

1)Shiny trophies attract girls

2) girls are interested... enquire what CCA it is, upon learning that is it is BB , attempt to walk away

3) Our female primers(petrina,evelyn, christine,leemin) go forth and grab and the girls get interested again(CAS, NYAA, Spirituality)... some are convinced and sign up

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of course there's the clincher:

"hmm I'm not sure leh..."(girl being talked to by petrina and a few other trying to persuade her)

"hello"(dan)

"oh I didnt know you're in BB also.. okay I'll join!"(girl)

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LOL

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oh well... work will pick up pace soon... LORD give me the strenght to face it, and work well