Tuesday, 30 October 2007

Understand

Understand
(Heb 4:15)

Verse 1
There'€s just so much pain in this world
you wonder
why life still goes
you really just do not know
you simply just
don'™t understand

There€'s just so much sin in this world
you wonder how God could still love
while we do the things we should not do
you simply just
don'€™t understand

Chorus 1
Yet there is God who understands
He'€™s waiting there with his nail-scared hands
His Name is Jesus.
He has already borne all the sin and shame
He took all of that pain
and
He's just waiting there for us

Verse 2
There's just so much hate in this world
you wonder if there still is love
the love that God intends for us
you simply just
don'™t understand

There's just so much darkness in this world
you wonder where is the light of hope
the light we are called to be
you simply just
don't understand

(chorus)

Chorus 2:
Yes there is God who understands
He'€™s waiting there with his nail-scared hands
His Name is Jesus.
He has already borne all the sin and shame
He took all of that pain
and
He's just waiting there for us

Coda
Jesus is the Way the Truth and Life
why don'€™t we come to Him instead
For
He understands...

© 2007  Emil Ng


and you wonder what MSN nicks mean
-I don't understand...
but God knows... 
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-when someone you care for is down
is ignorance really bliss?
-you dare not speak words of concern...
or merely delusion
-all you can do is pray.... , and I guess thats the best thing to do...
sighz
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God cares and He understands everything..
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yet Msn is a facade... 
I know...
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happy sadness ... the beauty of it
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if I could...  I'll go wherever you go
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yet we are called to be God chasers...
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you know, even as friendships are rebuilt and repaired...  in a sense, thanks to the music album  project
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we just left E.T. behind... to be repaired hopefully..
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and yet things still are very fragile, 
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sighz
its hard ...
-a migration of neurons to the front of the brain...
give me the strenght and wisdom Lord

Saturday, 27 October 2007

and you're not alone...

Accountability... for frontline today...
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anyway we had to share, the 2 of us... good friends since we meet in alpha in sec3, despite our school backgrounds, both from elite schools, ACS(I) and RI, both of us who been through quite some stuff in church for 2 years, in fact close to 3, and well... we some how, with our elitist personalities from coming from premier schools, we some how mixed quite well...
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Raphael...
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yet , when he started, to share more about simply the usual stuff we talk about... he already express views about being uncomfortable opening up more... I myself was  a bit too...
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I suspected... haha... and true enough...
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I sort of broke the ice... reminiscent of Tim's post... "what comes to mind when you have nothing to think about?"
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"people"
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"ha ha same for me... and its "girl" isn't it?"
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and the ice melted... and you realised, your struggles and the emotions, you are not alone...
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and very soon we both were laughing...  all the silly things we guys do... oh well ... and 
and lol the silly way girls respond also... roflmao
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oh no... haha

in the end... God is enough,
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and the choices we make... and choices that special someone of us makes, we need to respect each other's choices.
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and yes... I just want to be friends... for now, because friendship is precious to me, i guess, i dunno if i show that i do like that special someone, i guess... I dunno if its alright? I do respect ppl's choices... and there is no need to feel bad about the choice one makes...  just walk closely to God, and know Him better... that is my prayer... for the people I care about...
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yet sometimes, yah... emo... a bad thing to do, bad emil ...
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I wrote a song some time ago, A Greater Love (Inspiration from John 3:16, 15:13)... in which I will refrain from posting the lyrics(think an XL blog's last song) except the bridge and chorus
it is a relatively emo song( not as emo as Xl's though) haha
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Disclaimer: its fun to write emo songs when you are not feeling emo :) so dont worry about silly Emil
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Chorus:
There is a greater love than this
that God would send His only Son
to die for our sins
and make us clean
There is no greater love than this
and I know when all is said and done
He loves me, and He loves her
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Bridge:
And maybe thats all I need to know
That the greatest love that He's shown
Is enough for me, and for her...

Friday, 26 October 2007

you realise how emo ppls blogs can get lol..

doing a little blog link surfing
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lol realised how emo some other peoples blogs are
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lol
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oh well
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lets hope the hols will be fine..., haha

74

Invisible ink..., I dont want to be seen...
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a wreck of a me, burnt out, at the last day of school...
-I know you're there
Oktober feast shall proceed without me
-but I'm too tired, I cant take it anymore

the annoying part of buses, is that, when ever you need 1 you never get one
-I respect your space... thats i didnt sit there
as the 963 laughed at me,  when i wanted a bus to KAP instead...
-Go and sit 3 spaces in front? Benlee what's that suppose to mean?
you, know, somehow....
-I wish..

while you go to the bleachers
-the 3 of us were the earliest
you wonder, there are ppl that dont really catch the point of the thing
-evelyn talking cock, yet i was glad... you were praying
while One way blasted off speakers at the fairfield nearby
-one way
the only way
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-did you avoid me then?
the prayer for the songs, the conviction, to share
-how do I go about doing that?
you go up in front of them, you tell them about it
-I dont want to take the limelight...
amazing love, how can it be, that You my King would die for me
-I'm so insignificant
yet... ... a pat on the back by milk, a job well done, and  yet I felt so weak and so miserable,
-Lord I am nothing, nothing at all... 
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many a time , people say that they honor God by doing well in studies etc...
-and when i say eternity is more important than now
yet many a time they compromise on God to do that
-my mum doesnt get it
how is that "honoring" God?
-my mum complains about Christians
many a time you see ppl calling themselves Christians
-zzz I cant take it anymore
yet they "look like the world, smell like the world, behave like the world"(Paul Washer)
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why?
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everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Give me your Strength Lord, 
-primers challenge.... hmm...

Tuesday, 23 October 2007

Choices

choices are many,...
yet few are right,
choices have consequences
choices ...
-love is a choice
you know, sometimes, we make stupid, or wrong choices and decisions, like some have chose to defile themselves with drugs or porn, or computer game addiction,(touch <3>
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yet God gives us the grace to pick us up
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yet sometimes, I wonder, we sometimes do this
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" I'll make this choice Lord, But if it goes wrong, you pick me up "
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"its like jumping into a pit and asking God to pull you out"(tim)
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yet if we choose to surrender our will to Him, and let Him make the choice,
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yet how do we know what His will , His choice is? after all, we still execute the choice
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about scissor stabs and the ridiculously exaggerated touch video,
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about people dozing off in bio class while ruma talked about error bars
-...that tired?... oh well


choices, have consequences,...
some choices i made might have lost me a few friends i dunno,
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friendship is a beautiful thing, and you know, friendships, to me, are more valued than the other form of relationships that so many seek and want..., friendship need not be exclusive, yet... so many of us hanker after the exclusive one to one relationship with that special someone
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yet God with us,
what a Friend we have in Jesus
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yet
"you shall have no gods before Me",
"love the Lord with all your heart..."
Jesus I am so in Love with You
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Love is beautiful also, yet, like the most beautiful rose, there are thorns
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sometimes, maybe... knowing the way is about as important as knowing the destination, along the way, you have choices, and you need to make the right choices
-I don't think she was that blur,
"enter through the narrow Gate(destination) ... ...but small is the gate and narrow the road(way) that leads to life, and only a few find it."(Matthew 7:13-14)
-she knew all along..
show me Your way
-yet I wonder why? ...


and me and tim, after our long spree of recording,
after the time I spent on mixing the sound
and uploaded them, not unto putfile.com
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but unto this site http://songs4him.wordpress.com/
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and I hope it will be a blessing to all of you.
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Wednesday, 17 October 2007

Teddy Bears and Teddy Stares( and glares)

"that boy playing with the teddy bear stop playing its very rude"(Maria Nathan glaring at me)
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that was embarrassing ... ... ..., I suppose squeezing Brandy while laughing because the bunch of ppl behind me were doing the stuid King lear quotes('Base base bastardy base' 'nothing will come of nothing')
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of course the question would be , why bring the stupid teddy into the LT in the first place, well
1. they were having an english paper review(which explains the excessive use of assonance, and a consistant rhymn scheme ababb)(ok i'm not making sense)
2. the classroom was locked, which naturally meant i couldnt put the teddy back into my bag
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oh well =) it was fine in the end...

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anyway came to school today to see a bunch of walking zombies ( Tessa looks like someone punched her in both eyes lol)
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apparently oktoberfast aftermath...
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Tim was super tired as well
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and I saw a pile of bags, no one else...
went over to sac for a while, came back to see amanda G sitting at the pillar reading a chinese book (chinese!!?)
and John Tay /TIm arrives, Tessa comes along, Christina, and the usual crowd
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Come and heal our Land
-glances... i wonder why?

and SAT breifing for most ppl, while I'm not involved... hmm... CnC, but I dunno
computer games have lost their fun since this year..
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of course hearts and bridge, but Willam 来 (Lai) 没收(confiscate)
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so its nothing but stonning..
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I hope I havn't started to slip back into the quiet , apparently depressed emil(like march april), but there seems to be warning signs
"Emil are you alright?"(Marcus chua)
" oh I'm fine... why?"(me , and I smile back)
"oh you looked very sian"
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anyway you rather have a quiet emil or a emil who puts a facade of crazy eccentricity?
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Khon Kaen...
-is it possible for God to convict someone
in december, after 1 .5 years since the last trip,
-that you want to go? other than it would be spiritually eyeopening
and remembering Milk, and the trick he played the other time...
-or maybe you just want to spend time...
i dunno... church camp, cant go for both =(
- other commitments?
sighz

Tuesday, 16 October 2007

The Walking dead & a torn heart

sometimes you see the people around you, joking, laughing, going about their lives
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yet inside, many of them, yes , even those who profess faith in Jesus Christ, many of them are like the walking dead, destined for an eternity in hell
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and it hurts... so many of the people we see are deceived, that simply by saying you believe in this man called Jesus Christ, gives you an automatic entry into heaven
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we are saved by faith yes. but this faith must be preceded and followed by repentance.
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and true faith is accompanied by works, faith without works is dead
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but Lord I wonder, how much of this is genuine, this burden, this heavy heart?
and how does one do this not from one that is condescending, as if I, a supposed, "holy holy" nonsense, yet I am nothing either, we all are equally wretched, yet saved by His Grace
Yet how can one manage to be burdened by 1 person exclusively so easily, yet in only feels for the school only in the rare moments like this


Come and Heal Our Land

Verse 1:
Here we are Lord, waiting for your Holy Spirit
Here we are Lord, waiting for your Holy Fire
We have lost our first love, Lord have mercy on us all
Fill us again
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Chorus:
Hear us when we cry out
Come and heal our Land
Forgive us of our sins and
Live in us again!
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Verse 2:
Create in us a clean heart, as we turn to seek Your face
Create in us a clean heart, please don’t cast us from your presence
One thing we desire Lord, to dwell in your holy place forever
Take us again

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the song tim and I penned down on 16 February, it was an emotional turmoil of a week for me, yet God still was a comfort
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One thing we desire Lord, to dwell in your holy place forever
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tim already did the first verse and the chorus, and the second verse, Psalms 51, which I was around with him, after sharing about the thing that was troubling me greatly,
while 2 other ppl were receiving counsel from Wesley and K, the rule was broken, while... broken

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and we had our prayer meeting later, and... tears... and ...
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and yes, i found out something, but, it didn't help much...
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memories...
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yet Lord, send revival, send revival into our hearts and the school, and awaken the dead, to truly be alive again in Christ


and today
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worship, heart of worship
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the word was surrender, and surrender is hard to grasp, to simply put every thing in the trust of God, and trust Him
"though i'm weak and poor, all I have is Yours, every single breath"
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while John Tay and Daniel was doing evanglism later, and I was praying
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yet.... oh no....
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I wanted to talk, but I'm supposed to pray, how does one heart be torn into 2? Service and love to God , or...
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oh well
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surrender...
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I wish my heart wasnt torn into 2 sometimes. you don't know what to do, or maybe you do, yet you want something else
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maybe, "love God wholeheartedly" , its easy to say
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yet we remember that passage in Luke 14:26 or Matthew 10:37
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If anyone comes to Me, and does not hate his own father and mother and wife and children and brothers and sisters, yes, and even his own life, he cannot be My disciple.(Luke 14:26)
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"He who loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me; and he who loves son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me.(Matt 10:37)
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Can my love for God be more than that of anyone else
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oh well
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surrender... help me to do that. not my will but Yours be done

Monday, 15 October 2007

Ishmael & Issac

in response to "have you struck the rock?" (tim's post)
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we know the stories behind these biblical characters, Ishmael was borned as Abraham's way of "helping God out" to keep the promise of him having decendents and having a son
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yet it wasnt God's plan, God's promise to Abraham, to have a son from Sarah, and his decendants would be more numerous than the sand on the seashore
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Sometimes , it seems, when God's promise does't seem to work out, that, we sort of find ourselves trying to find another way out, a good intention , but not God's will, and we end up with Ishmaels
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yet Ishmael - God Hears,
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even when we try doing things our way, what does it mean,
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we bear the consequences, that God's excellent perfect plan is subsituted by our less than perfect good intentions.
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yet God still hears us, and he will still remain faithful, even when we have no faith
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some times we wonder, i wonder, when it seems that all is dying out, the fire , and we remember HIs promise at the start,
do we try to create fire , false fire, not the fire that God wants?
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sometimes, you wonder, if God gave a promise and an assurance, yet it seems that all seems to point away from the fullfilment of that assurance, that it seems like all is going to fail, do we try to salvage the situation by our own strength, do we try to "help God out" , and compromise in other areas.
instead of trusting in the One who can do all things, and who is faithful
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yet again, you might question, did God really make that promise?

Abraham, when he recieved his promise, he was already way past a fertile age, so was his wife.
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you might wonder, Abraham probally might have thought many times, that such an improbable promise, did God really make such a promise?
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or we look at the second test
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when Abraham had to sacrifice Issac as a burnt offering
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how can a God who promised, and that promise lay upon the survival of Issac, how would His promise be fulfilled from that?
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that if God wants us to give up what His promise laid upon how would we respond, if we did not know that the angel to stop the knife from slaugthering would or would not come down, would we be willing to sacrifice something so dear and precious to us?
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if God told us to break up our ministry , how would we respond?
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If ... how would it be?
yet the question is, what is His will, are we willing to not hold on to anything we have, even if it seems to be God's promise or whatever, and like Abraham, sacrifice it upon that altar?
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or maybe like the 3 of Daniels friends, Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, can we truly say when confronted with a furnace:
"If our God can deliver us from the furnace, so Him do so. But if not, we still will not serve your gods or worship the the golden statue that you have set up"(Daniel 3 :17)


pop the bubbles, and see the liquid film around the air break, and it falls, to splash upon the ground, the soapy liquid...
and you dont hear a sound, unlike the balloons.
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and you wonder, how things would work out
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and the dreams come back haunting the night, again
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surreal, and weird, and like the bubbles, the dreams burst and you find something that seems so big , actually, was nothing but air
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The question to be asked is,
What is God's will, time, and purpose?

Sunday, 14 October 2007

Unrequited love

you realised that a number of peoples blogs have touched upon this touchy issue on BGR relationships and love, and I guess, its been "hot" topic for many of us, in Y5 after 4 years( some 10 years) of being stuck in the monastery of ACS.
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I guess I could finally do mine, but on a more specific issue, in a sense I wont be talking from a perspective of only 1 side of it, but both sides
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Unrequited love, what is it?

we look at wikipedia's defination:
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Unrequited love is love that is not reciprocated, even though reciprocation is usually deeply desired. This can lead to feelings such as depression, low self-esteem, anxiety, and mood swings such as swift changes between depression and euphoria.

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the issue to note for this is, that love cannot be forced, the cliche chinese drama serial quote:
感情的事是不可以勉强的
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even God cannot force us to love Him, because love is a choice, if we had no choice , we cannot love
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so you wonder, when a person makes a choice to love another, yet the other does not want to , what would it be for both him and her?
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of course the "lover" would be depressed, sad, emo, some even to the extent of suicidal, many would ask the question to God, "why did you allow such emotions to stir up in me?"
because while love is a choice, love is also a very strong emotion, song of songs puts it nicely:
"Place me like a seal over your heart,
like a seal on your arm;
for love is as strong as death,
its jealousy unyielding as the grave.
It burns like blazing fire,
like a mighty flame."(song of songs 8:6)

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but for the other party what is it like?
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I remember last year, June, Khon Kaen, me and kenneth taking this group for English camp
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And kenneth set me up, and some how manage to get 2 of the girls to.... erm...
oh no
nice making kenneth's pig kissing me
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nice shoving food on my plate during meal times
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and getting stalked and cornered in the room, and using their handphones to take pictures
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erm...
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and i stupidly gave one of them my msn contact
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ok
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Decmeber trip( i didnt go) kenneth comes back with souvenirs
ok...


Fastward to today
msn nickname of that thai girl
[c=63](M)*bgca      (@)(&)✞☺☻»-(¯`v´¯)-».....^(^(OO)^)^.......»-(¯`v´¯)-» L ٱ мع~ 한국어/조선어 -o- かほう♡♥
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and the psm,in thai, even more fishy when i translated it
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as tim put it nicely:
if I found out someone liked me:
1) I would be very happy if i liked the person back
2) I would be scared if i liked someone else
3) I would be okay(if neither of the cases above are true)
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if its case 2 for me?
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being freaked out..


of course there are other cases perhaps of case 3
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I heard rumors in sec3 when I first joined GMC
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Fabian:
"hey *some girl from my church* says you are ugly
"
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I was like, erm, so what? i dont even know her that well
and I overheard
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richie: " who is ******?"
Fabian:" some girl who likes emil"
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you know if you didnt like the person at first, yet you wonder, you get confused whether its possible to like the person back
even tho you didnt like at first, or what?
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of course things might get worst when you see the person being overtly friendly, or perhaps being too nice, presents, stuff like that
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for that case, it was merely some rubbishly rumor , it was sort of resolved the next year at LDP
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Fabian was again talking to richie:
Richie:" then how come they say she like him?"
Fabian:" because she kept talking about him.... blah blah blah"

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we get back to case of the lover
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somehow the lover would probally try to be nice to the other person, perhaps,giving lavish presents, and more.
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I remember Glynn talking about his case about going all the way down to the girl's workplace to deliver brownies during her birthday
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love desires to be shown, to want to make the person feel happy, in a hope that perhaps, one day, that love could be reciprocated,
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even for the case of God's love for the His people, how He delivered them, how He called them back to Him, how He showed the Cross.
Looking at the book of Hosea in the bible, and you can see a demonstration of that, to show God's love
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We love because He first loved Us (1 John 4:19 )
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Love cannot be forced, because Love is a Choice
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we can choose whether or not to love God
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and thats all I shall write for this post... a sharing of my thoughts

Thursday, 11 October 2007

5215 & 5225

while the exams are over, I guess... its back at home with nothing much but stone, sleep and silence
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and the msn convos, and the dreaded EE and IA stuff to do soon
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but we shall see
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perhalps after the exams , would be time to recouncil the differences and more, and once again be united, as 1 body in Christ,
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the thunder looms outside my house, the rains would come soon
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post exams soon the holidays are there, and we could draw this chapter of school life to a close, its another SGB, another year older soon
3/11 to come
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and next year we would know, its no longer a 5215 but a 6215
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you simply change a digit and it makes a big difference
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the auditorium, another place of memories
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sec4 prelims, I remember, "trust in the LORD with all your heart"
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we could say many years of chapel, 3 in fact, until we moved from the hall of blue doors, gray chairs and blue curtains to that of gray doors, red chairs and red curtains
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we could say seniors dinner last year, but those werent much to say,
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but I remember the first time I came to school to that audi
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and we could say to 2 FOA performances, Kalideoscope and Full circle
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and the honors day choir Merit cert
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and we wonder, whats ahead to see...

Monday, 8 October 2007

Agape

I could have done a lot with this post which i finally decided to post after a long time.... yet I guess....
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(Post chem)
Kinetics:
Collision theory, reacting particles have to have enough energy, and must collide in the correct orrientation(bimolecular)
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maybe its the wrong orientation, or maybe its just too high an activation energy, a catalyse is needed..
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distance between particles(pressure) affect the number of collisions, the more collisons the more likely the reaction
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yet are collisions perfectly elastic, like the "ideal gas"? or maybe increase the distance to reduce the number of collisions?
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yet nothing is ideal... as Chiam KC says
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Collide - Howie Day
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The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
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I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
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Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
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I'm quiet you know
You make a frist impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
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Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

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(post-Biology)
Confiscation,
GDC(puzzle frenzy isnt allowed on Bio P1 exams that give you 40 minutes of stonning),
Z610i (I havnt seen a CPE confiscate phones for 1 week although that phone isnt mine... carelessness can cost)
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GDCs are essential for exams, yet unessential to a large extent.... I still got it back, wrapped in a white sheet of paper, my name wirtten in pink, and in BIG BOLD WORDS
"playing games on GDC"
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avoiding/being avoided... ... maybe thats the way to go for now, i need my sanity to work
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If you dont feel comfortable near me, its okay...

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and yet you see another brother hurting himself... taking walks, being around and i dunno
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the math mugging
"Integration is not always possible"(TK)
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I wish, we could all just be contented to know God loves us, and that is truly all we need...


you know when everything around rationally points to another direction
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yet emotionally , and perhaps, God, would say otherwise?
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Agape , was the word for the week
1 Cor 13
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Love that gives unconditionally, I dunno how God does that, I dunno how on earth can we ever show the love that is stated in 1 Cor 13 by our strength.
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"With God, all things are possible"
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Eve...
I dunno... i wish you would find joy, love, peace and comfort in His love and Word, and not let hate, bitterness, and more pain you... I guess, i mean if you find me a damn irritating bugger, its okay... just know God... and His Love
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I wish all the the lost and lonely people of the world could know the hope that is in Jesus, and live a life shinning with that hope
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agape... God's grace, to forgive us when we let Him down
agape... the Cross, once again I look upon it, and I am humbled
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"And I'll let my words be few
Jesus I am so in love with you"
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if one loves someone else, one would want to spend time with the someone, one would want to talk to the someone, and one would want to see that someone happy
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do we desire to spend time with Him, talk to Him, and simply please Him?
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"And I'll let my words be few
Jesus I am so in love with you"

Tuesday, 2 October 2007

Glass shards

lets think of charlie and the chocolate factory...............
everyday walking pass a shop... peering his face through the glass looking at the mountains of lucious chocs and sweets...

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or maybe its just any poor boy gazing through the glass at a toy shop, a tiger or lion soft toy he wants so much, and hippo and dogs.. gazing and longing... yet as he sees the other children go in, passing through the glass door as if it wasnt there, pockets bulging with cash and buying all they want.. and leaving the shop, and it hurts him...
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or maybe its another boy looking through the glass at the 100 acres wood collection, Pooh bear, the bouncy Tigger, Rabbit, Owl, Piglet and Eeyor the donkey, and Christopher of course. again he sees another boy come in, but only to leave disappointed... the collection was too expensive...
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so he goes off, and comes back with a large rock in the dark of the night....
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*Smash smash....*
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and yet now, even as the way seemed clear, there was another barrier....
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the poor boy had no shoes... and now glass shards lay all over the floor, how was he to cross, without cutting his feet badly?
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and even the glittery glass seemed to have showered all over the collection, making it glitter in the moonlight streaming into the shop, yet it seemed to cut and fray the threads that bind....
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he reluctantly leaves....
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the next morning, the shop owner comes in from the back of the shop, it was still rather dark... ... walks across to the light switch to turn it on..
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and a yelp of pain, and blood flowed as the glass cut into the feet
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ok that was a random story...

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yet at times i wonder if i hurt people in the things i do, especially people that i care about...
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posting from primer's room
EA1 paper yesterday was rather easy, today no paper( I don't take econs)
and today FireAC ended at a record late time... lol the national anthem started almost immediatedly after the last "amen" as we closed in prayer
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i guess yesterday, after the paper, amanda leaves for home, lunchtime, then tim leaves to study econs with eve, chng remains in the SAC to study with Fab and i went over to primers room, no one there except XL...
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Fab joins later along with russel and junyi, and Chng
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and while i was studying chem, yet i decided to take out my laptop to look at my chem notes
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and it gets hijacked by fab and company
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Sims 2 lol
primers family
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"cant put 2 together or it will be incest"
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right... lol
and you guys are noob at creating characters
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haha the character i created , fab :

at least some resemblance the others looked fake
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earlier in the morning
nearly got killed by a bus 33
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I dunno my mind was a little preoccupied, i saw the red light for the other side of the road... and I absent mindedly thought it was safe to cross
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* BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP*
shocked...
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I suppose the phrase: " dont kill yourself over..." has a literal meaning...
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thank God eitherway
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anyway an Interesting chat with fab after chng left...
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ok... I should go study chem...
lol