counting the cost

As I looked through the green little book - in preparation for church staff model BAG
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a book i read - 5 years ago as a Sec3 JY in GMC...

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If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father and mother, his wife and children, his brothers and sisters--yes, even his own life--he cannot be my disciple.

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I made this mistake, once, twice, thrice
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by placing human relationships above God
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whatever it meant when I talked to Ding during BS about burning bridges
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all is said and done
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now its time to move on...
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let Your will be done...