B.B.

Charles shared again - on discerning God’s will
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it was like a confirmation like the millionth time,
what Glenn was talking to me about,
what Dorcas was talking to me about
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the random weird dream I had ( which didnt come true anyway...)

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well, anyway it gets to a point when it becomes freaky... but I get the point
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God seems to be changing a lot of my expectations
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I knew I had to burn down bridges, which I did, eventually
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not the way I would have wanted to do it, but still better than nothing
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after the BS we headed down to the airport... T3 this time - night time
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at least I didn’t have to wait for an oversleeping Ian and pay $30 to take a night cab to T1 this time
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XL made a comment, but strangely this time, it only caused me a slight annoyance, to the point of slight amusement
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we said our farewells, said our bye byes
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I sent my customary sms - out of habit , rather than of anything else
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after all, who doesn’t wish to see each other again in the place where
‘we will worship Jesus , when He comes again?’

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As I looked into what’s ahead, I realised I had a few choices:
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base my choices on my inherent ambitions, - take a bio/med related field, and later choose between teaching/medicine
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or do something I would never expect myself doing... taking a social science related field, in preparation for where God leads me to serve Him
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and there comes the whole NUS/NTU related issue
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for 2 years, I protested about applying to NTU... maybe it was a prestige and pride issue,
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but I doubt I have much choice left...
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but does it really have to take a realisation that 2 of my closest primary school friends are there to make me reconsider?