Thursday 5 June 2008

the other side

a few things to note i guess
and realise
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a geog IA submitted...
and its really early... library not open
so decided to wander around a bit
spied Ms Lydia Yap having some sort of chem lesson...
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went to the library, thinking of borrowing Planet Geog to study... didnt feel like studying in the library alone
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and ran into pigear Zhuo'er and John Tay =p 
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miss lost history notes girl (it 'wasnt supposed to happen', so i wont say ur name =p)
ran in after Chem
flustered about some weird sms
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lol
ah well
SMS and MSN is bad
it makes those people who wouldn't otherwise say things be able to communicate it
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after all
it only needs 1 second of courage
to push a 'send' button
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reminds me of a situation i was in - in the other side,  way back in December
walking alone  along Scotts Road late at night...
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hmm
anyway
an instant disappointment msg
is better than John Tay's 'ignore it' 
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imagine the thought processes:
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Ignore:
1. wait wait wait
2. does she???
3. ignoring is interpreted as indecisiveness - gives false hope, since the human mind can get so horribly deluded by emotions
compared to
1. " but i don't like you in that way, you know what i mean... sorry ><"
2. emo a bit... move on
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"point ten?"(JC)
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old story... the past is gone anyway
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i made stupid mistakes too... oh well

looking around Zhuo'er's music
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yay MORE ENYA =)
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noticing a certain track....
listening to it
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things seem so different from the other side
and i realise what so many things mean
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ah well
"oh its a reference to Greg Low's statement'
"so who?"
"scrutinise every single post on my blog and you might be able to guess"
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lol
maybe you'll guess... i dunno, maybe some part of me wants to make it obvious
and again
maybe not...
haha
typical human behaviour...
><
tell me if you'd guessed...

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