Service

to be faithful in His service

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regardless of the blessings or darkness be it in everything

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trusting that He will take care

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But Seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness...

and all these things will be given to you as well...(Matt 6:33)

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contextualising  it all

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Tim once put it this way

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if we seek God first, our desires will align with His and He will give

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but again

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I read yet again the context

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bread, clothes... 

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our needs, physical, emotional, spiritual

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if we seek Him First, put him above all these

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He will provide

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I dunno, I really wish I wouldn't feel this way, after all its best to concentrate upon 'studies' and let it be

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but yeah

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I wonder if i asked God to really just make things clear

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would i be able to take 'no' for an answer

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or if its a yes... would I be able to trust that its a 'yes' in His time, although everything seems to point away as such

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heh

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'wait', the most disgusting answer to get...

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hmm

it seems 

"up to You"... whats that anyway?

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oh well

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Freely given

extravagant
love 

indeed

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God's love

offered to all 

hence all may come to Him having been bought by Christ

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haiz

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would You surround me

and wipe my tears and fears away

show me Your way

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Lord give me strength to live for You

and Glorify Your name