Let the words remain unsaid

"guard Your heart for it is the wellspring of life"

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I guess... the thought fast... is getting harder... a few days was fine... but 

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and maybe... the tendency to "find a substitute"... a mind starved of thought...

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so much for "nicorette"

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sighz... I wish... my heart could be drawn to You alone... not anything else...

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I will not post much... thought fast shall not be flaunted until at least the R&R day

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But a rift... a certain officer is starting to annoy me a lot ( and vice versa)

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why... I wish...

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perhaps the way I work is different from other people... 

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some things are going well

yet I dunno something still troubles me alot... and i dunno what it is

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or perhaps the restraining is painful... 

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Blessed be Your name 

In the road marked with suffering

Though there is pain in the offering

Blessed be Your name