Differences

when we comment about things of the past and present
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like gummy bears in SMU orientation
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but what makes me think I should trust the person who made my NS hell for me?
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he talks a bit about what happened after the February of 2007
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about some things not worth mentioning which XL never told me about...
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in the past I guess
but he concludes
“not the kind of person you would want”
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I drew my conclusion for that a few months long ago
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just another reason to not regret that choice?
even though it was just the past
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but I should not judge a person... only God can
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but I still hope and pray
that one would make the right choices in the end...
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He moves on
asks about somebody else
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and eggs me on to do something I told myself not to do
I give my reasons
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he stills brushes them off...
“LDR” he says
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somehow it also strange
when he implied ugliness of the latter
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i was really mad
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when Lei said the same about the former today
I didn't really care as much
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I wonder if that says anything about myself...

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to the world
the immediate gratification is a important thing
satisfy the carnal needs and desires
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but I know the God has placed a time and season for everything
and He makes everything beautiful in His time
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so I guess in His time He will provide
So is there a point listening to a person I labelled an accuser(satan), now tempting me?
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