Persistance

how do you know whether you should or not
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sigh
I wish the past didn’t have to haunt me
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if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation, the old has gone, the new has come...(2 Cor 5:17)
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i wish people would just take it as that...

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Forgiveness as how God gave it freely
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freely you have received... hence freely you should give

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sigh talking to you’ll
and knowing that certain things have their say
their way in it
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I wish
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but how do you fulfil a calling...
unless God changes the hearts of the authorities
and makes a way?

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on the other hand
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yeah maybe he finally caught on...
maybe changing it wasn’t a good idea...
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i dunno how about it though
i guess it’s really no big deal
closeness in a friendly way anyway
not much different from my best friend anyway...
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not sure how you mind though...
but at least it helps me move on... for now...

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then again, it’s the whole sense thing
you know it won’t happen that way
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so well...
eventually history might repeat itself after the 8th month
and I slowly fall back into that again...
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accident & emergency, the way DS puts it...
not allpick
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sigh... I wish you didn’t have to go... ...