not like it matters anyway...

I guess...
I don’t know...
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do I still want it or not?
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and even so
not like it matters anyway....

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sigh...
i wonder how it felt like...
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how it was with a bunch of jokers laughing at me 2 months back when they read it...

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you know, this blog is a place where i record down my spiritual, emotional and physical experiences of life...
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but i wonder how it is when other people relive these experiences through reading my words...
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after all, these experiences involve other people and places
a silent testimony which only the people involved would know
since I never ever mention names as far as I can...
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