Breathe

Every time this happens I feel as if I can’t breathe or do anything. I don’t think you know how conflicted I feel, how my insides turned to ice, and how I couldn’t shake off this strange queasy feeling even as I left…

I want to move on away from this and feel free again, but there’s a part of me that still wont let go…

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I dunno how to solve this issue. I bury myself with everything to forget, run away. I try to picture myself in another possible situation, distance myself and see how it goes…

But every time I think I’m ready it turns out… nothing has changed.