sine curve

attaching my heart to another person's sine curve is strangely bitter-sweet,
yet past memories and experiences tell me that doing so is suicidal
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even if I would trust the person with my whole life
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sigh
am I getting too emotionally involved? even as a friend-friend level...
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‘tis is so strange...
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I know the odds is that people will move on
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even close friends eventually drift apart
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and sometimes I feel that perhaps even this ‘closeness’ is just an illusion
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but... I .... ...
and I don’t want you to be sad =(