This semester seems to be chaos…
I thought I had everything planned out, step down from some roles, move up on to other things
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but everything seems to be screw up after screw up, disappointment after disappointment…
I took a jog around at 4am the other night. down to Yunan gardens and the Nanyang arch.
sat down
cried
asked God why things turned out the way they did...
“they don’t want you because of your character”
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but its lies that people say, and construals and impressions,
because they don’t know what I actually said, did or asked last year…
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you don’t have to apologise if its not your fault…
you don’t have to blame yourself if its not your fault…
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and you dont need to care what people say about you
it’s your heart and conscience that matters
and God knows and sees your heart...
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