another dream

more vivid this time, I could remember more of the details this time
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it was the 3 of us, we were walking down the pathway outside the SAC (the narrow strip of concrete)
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after some time one of you disappeared, maybe having to fly off somewhere else far far away...
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while the other stayed with me
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still a rather happy dream

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I think somehow beneath all these facades and everything
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when you strip everything down
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I think nothing much has changed about how I felt since Feb 2007
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just a matter of a change of how I deal/dealt with the issue
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sigh...

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looking through the convos of one of the friends I’m closest to
(in terms of how I trust them with my thoughts)
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times have changed much...