I had yet another dream

it was the same place as yesterday, same arrangements, same room, same people
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except Charles was there where Tim sat
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and he seemed to make a couple of remarks which made us pretty awkward
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but sometimes, in spite of stuff
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even if its awkward, I sometimes wish it was true
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I wish things wouldn't drift apart so easily =/
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why  ='(

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I guess one needs to deal with emotions in a mature and logical manner,
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I guess one also need to know when to move on...
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but not yet, not yet....