last words - various artists
then you must show me your new.... friend... must be cute okay, not like...
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hypothetically if that happened...
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I mean I try to convince myself
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that everything would be alright ...
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that I’ll just say the cliche of ‘its all in God’s will’ and therefore I’ll be thankful and give thanks to God
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but maybe in reality
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maybe I would be crushed beyond measure
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maybe I would just fall into a trap of cynicism
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and maybe...
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there really isn’t any point of thinking about it now
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I found myself thinking about what I am not
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I’m not perfect, more imperfect than so many other people
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maybe it’s just another form of discouragement
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seasons in life come and go
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circumstances don’t make sense so many times
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we all fall short of what we could be
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but I guess
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everything works by the grace of God... only He can piece together all the broken pieces of life
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So I pose a question
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God is this really a thorn in the flesh meant for me to endure, so I can truly say that Your grace is sufficient for me, and You power is made perfect in my weakness?
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or it’s a test of time? a test of how much I’m willing to change, to learn, to grow in maturity...
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maybe I should just listen to advice a close, precious friend of mine told me... 2 years ago
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‘why do you still hang on to some hope when you know there's practically none?’
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‘and yeah just look forward to pure friendship i guess’
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‘it’s better than nothing’
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‘cos well if there's some element of hope’
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‘then of course it's worth hanging on to that feeling (maybe) ‘
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so is there hope, at all? i wonder...
I’m exhausted I’m tired No energy nor desire My thoughts are to blame My
mind is a liar I’ve tried and tried to keep you quiet But even your
silence ma...
4 years ago
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