Conflict

personal commitments i make
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they always seem to be clashing with everything else
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physical discipline is easiest to manage
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mental discipline is hard though
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I worry
about everything
even though I know worrying doesn’t make a difference
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I worry where to go after army
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I worry that I’ll end up distancing myself from particularly close friendship built over the past few years
esp when I stay here, and they go...
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I know God tells us that we don’t gain anything by worrying
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even the sparrows have food, the flowers bloom and are clothed
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but its hard not to think about it
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