The Endweek

as my thoughts think back upon the past few days
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I guess most of what I would be thinking of would be in the previous post... password protected eitherway

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first thing to say:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PETRINA CHENG!!!!

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Haha, anyway I hope you liked the card and present if you’re reading this hehe

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anyway as wondering... as Marc and everyone says, even what i believe in

is that when God closes doors he normally opens other at the same time

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perhaps, involvement in Kevin’s vision of the GMC youth band might be a way God could use me

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since I already felt convicted, that God was calling me to 2 ministries... that of outreach and worship

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but somehow wondering where would hearing resounding choruses of the songs we wrote in songs4him.wordpress.com in events such as Loudfest and FOP lead to...

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even as sometimes, I have my reservations of such events, sometimes I feel they tend to elevate human emotions above God

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but I guess , if it is an opportunity to bless people with the testimony of the songs we wrote...

I might as well give it a shot...

pray more about it i guess...

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anyway after that meeting which left me late to join the BB gang for lunch/shopping?
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and somehow... I dunno, I get really irritated with some people sometimes
like i see a trend... liking to sticky yourself to people I’m closer or ’seem closer’ to...
and after that try to chase me away
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sigh, I wonder why I try to be so nice to you when I can...
I should have just followed advice and leave you alone then...
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somehow past apologies seem so hollow
when you still do the same to me all the time after everything is over...
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haha its quite stupid
the way some people think...
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esp. the idiot who messed with my facebook status... ...
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anyway that statement was true...
but not exactly in the way that people will interpret...
haha...
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after all, I do love all my close friends

=p haha