early bookin

today was rather empty...
not much to see...
bs and choir camp crash...
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but sigh... i dont like to go in so early...
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oh well.... time flies...

Gravity

...while on a really crowded bus back to white sands,
and the likes of being placed together with another platoon whose personality was definitely more extreme than the relatively milder platoon 2
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trying to shut out the outside noise...
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mp3 in-earphones...(Brooke Fraser, and Lifehouse songs)
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“can you feel the gravity falling... calling us...”
“hanging on to every word you say”
“if we walk in His light”
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but we bend down, we serve...
to be in the world, but not of the world
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a calling of Christ- bearers

Naive...

there are a lot of things i don’t understand...
a lot of things i don’t know...
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in camp, out camp...
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but if God says, that in the end, He will make everything beautiful in its time
so be it...
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sigh, why do i always go and mess things up...
=(

bookout

At the end of everything....
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still... one is left with a feeling of sadness...
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even throughout the whole time...
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yeah...
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somethings just...
still mean a lot to me...
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its easy to pretend
go along with everyone
the idea of “pseudo”
one way or the other...
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even so... above all
God is in control
He makes everything beautiful in its time
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and He alone deserves my all...

bible club...

Early lights out today, although i sort of messed up big time with my platoon, due to my absentmindedness. So was feeling really down, and decided to take a walk around despite the lights out, to do my qt. Met quite a few people, also outside, holding bibles... I guess, that really was an encouragement to me... I guess, go the midst of it all, God still is there...

day 6 - the most important

Basics the core of bmt, training to be a soldier. On the other hand i guess as christian, it is impt to in back to basics too... John 11:28-34 ... Love God, love His people... ... I guess, thanks to everyone for your msn convos/ smses, really means a lot to me... Having friends to talk to while in the army environment

The first weekend

Slightly Tougher training... But still alright i guess. Its been possible to spend a bit more time with God esp in the quiet mornings... I guess thanks to tim, amanda, petrina, as well as some of my church ppl like rachel and mel, for your prayers and messages/ calls.... I guess, ......... Reflecting a bit ... Better is one day in the courts of the Lord than a thousand elsewhere(ps 48)...